JUST GOT HOME FROM GACKT GIG, OH MY GODDD.

SUCH an amazing night!!

• Got Cha Cha’s tie
• Had Gackt thrust and dance topless an inch away from my hand (I was at the front :D) He also asked us all if we ‘wanted to fuck him’, to which we all screamed yes, because.. well.. (we all do)
• Knocked fists with Jun-Ji
• Hiroshi jumped off stage in front of me and I actually groped his peck LOLOL (Oh dear, I’m such a pervvvv. Totally had to be done though, he was being such a perv anyway, so he blatantly deserved it xD).
• Shook hands multiple times with Cha Cha (he was so sweet!)
• Got spat and watered (from their water bottles) on by Gackt, Cha Cha and Jun-Ji (who used his bottle as a penis and pretended to Jizz in mine and my two friends faces *__* lolol. One of the benefits of being in the front row apparently haha.

And many other vulgar things.

OH MY GOD, THEY WERE ALL SO CHARISMATIC, AND SEXY, AND LOVELY, AND HOT, AND FUNNY. They all looked so happy with how much we loved the show, and all the presents we all gave them. It was probably the best, and most amazing jrock show I’ve been to, not only was their performance flawless, but their charisma and enthusiasm while performing was awe inspiring, and just made me smile from ear to ear the entire show.

Also, the fact that Gackt came to the edge of the stage, right in front of me, and thrusted in front of my face, was great. He’s such a sleaze, I love it XD. Jeez Gackt, stop teasing your fan girls, or you’ll just make our noses bleed forever. I’m lying, fan service is the best thing ever (this why jrock is awesome, apart from the music and everything else).

I’m so happy they promised to come again, I thought Gackt was retiring at the end of the year :(!

In the end, I bought a Gackt vest and a photobook - which was FULL of GACKT KARMA SUTRA. All the band members doing Karma Sutra. If people want me to, I’m very much willing to scan them in and post them here?

Best weekend ever. Can’t wait for Dir en grey gig next month too. 

I hate coming back from London back home though… being in the middle of nowhere is so depressing, I always end up crying when I’m coming home. I just want to live in London again, I miss it so much. It feels like so many things are going on everywhere in the world, including London, and where I live, there’s nothing. The only reason I actually feel happy everyday where I live is because I have such wonderful friends here, who totally distract me from the fact I live in a lifeless shit hole.

Anyway, HOW ARE YOU ALL? What have you all been up to this weekend :)?

Hope all of you are well and happy <3

(Cha Cha’s tie~)

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!

I AM SO, SO, SO SORRY!!!

I've completely been neglecting this blog for the past 2 months, and I feel so bad! It's not like I did it purposely, but I suppose you could blame tumblr for completely taking over my life D;! I've always wanted to have a proper fashion blog you see, so when I actually made one, I was so happy, I kind of forgot about this one! *slaps wrists* I know, I know, I'm a very bad girl! It's not just that, but I guess with work, and school, posting short tumblr posts seems to be so much more convenient that waffling on on this blog (as I know I always do when I end up posting).

I'll try and blog a lot more often from now on, and to apologise, please accept this absolutely adorable MV of Taeyang's most recent song 'I Need a Girl':

So adorable right?!

For some reason I think this is probably my favourite video from Taeyang, he's just so cute in it, and Dara too!

Anyway, I HAVE SUCH AN AWFUL COLD, COMPLAIN, COMPLAIN. On the plus side, our German friends are over, which is always fun, but at the moment I feel so shit that I just want to sit on my own on the sofa upstairs :(.

Anyway, I gotta go for now, I feel so ill. I promise I'll update more often from now on! Night! x